nothing last forever.

I've seen time pass by
Summer days to winter nights
My smiling face to bitter eyes
I've seen time go
I look back and wonder why
I didn't realize the times
Change as fast as birds can fly
But now I know

Nothing Lasts Forever
Nothing we do can hold all this together
Nothing Lasts Forever
But it's so hard to say goodbye

I remember carefree days
Swimming in the ocean waves
The future was an open space
When we were young
We never thought our lives would change
Now they seem a world away
Youth is lost on youth they say
And now I've learned

Hold on to all we had, don't let me go..

mama

hmm.
aku xtauk phl aku ttba emo ptg tek.
crying like a baby gurl hnya krna mama ku cm malu ngakuk daughter nya sapa.
wat the hell rite?
altho she's older than me but she's congek n manja. sora kdk miang mun kol nya time tito. muahahaha. yup. u shud try kol her for everyne know her.
Just bcoz she's gf to my bf fren i know her.
since i was being left behind last year,that was my horrible year.
battlefield with the fearful,grusome,anger,devastated in me.
which i have to face it everyday. darn.
they said i was strong n cool handle it.
in my heart who would know.
everywhere i go,everyne saw me with the weird stupid n disgusted gaze.
they were poisoned by someone.
thoughts twisted in my head wonder where's everyne.
so i guess nothing wrong making new company.
meet this gurl hafizha.
let the probs out with her sincere patient heart listened to it.
each by day we're getting close. it feels like a strong bond of friendship.
tears n joy we share tghter.
yea. i love you babe. thnx for eveything.

Dayus?

Just check out new album THE USED:Artwork. Really awesome n amazing music. But cant compared to old album (:

a DAY.

I guess its an unlucky day.
Our fren told us that she whom we always scolded,feeling annoyed,get bugged of..
50/50 live ?
She had an asthma attack last night and was rush to the general hospital.
Im not in the same class with her,i dont really talk to her.
Ok. I admit sometimes she annoyed me but not that so til i could hate a human that been create by god.
Sometimes we being harsh to her. But somehow this lately i tell myself just imagine if im the one who been treated like that. no one knows how i feel. probably i feel TOTALLY LOSER ASSHOLE.
Its pity and sad to hear the news about her. Pls. God bless her.
I've been fren with her since primary school and we've same class when we were form 1.
Save her. Be strong fren. We all felt worried about you. Come back to school and have fun with us ):

P/S: Im sorry if i done anything wrong to u. i know u kept calling me aunty just because u dated with my bf's nephew.

Im dying?

Listen to this. Sweet yet devastated if u ever experiences this.
You told me u love me by cinematic sunrise.

massskkkkk!xD yes u. H1N1

Robinette wants us to wear mask! waw. she said someone is very near with us get H1N1. seriously mdm robinette. Now girls and boys,starting from tommorow,i want u to bring ur own mask. The school cant provide giving u the mask everyday.

*oh yessss madam robinette. we certainly will bring the mask n wear it at school. snorted*

Yesss. Whore.

So a man walks into a bar with a monkey. I forgot the rest of the joke but your mun is a whore. xD would you believe that?

KEEP IN MIND!
There;s two 'R's in sorry but one 'R' in whore.

Two girls from next door :)

<3>

wahahaha. nicole. wat r u doin?

starrrrr!xD

vally&joyyyyy :)

sussssss

muahahha. lil bro wanna put on his shoes !

I got it from my mama.

Do you think is it possible to let go ur dreams just to be with him?
People would say ure stupid chasing over a boy that wont give u future.
Is it?
Would u willing to trade ur life n dream being with him?
People said nonsense. Dumb ass.
Do u ever imagine having life with him in a rental apartment with no good jobs,no goodies,no jewellery,no good clothes n ur savings were only enough to pay the bils with his mustang car?
Isnt that awful? You get used with those luxury life. Nice bag,Nice clothes,Good food etc.
Em sure u wouldnt want that.
Thats why ur mama kept telling you to study hard and get a boyfriend same level with u so u be able to live luxury life.

Cerita Dusta.

hmmmm. hidup. apakah tujuan diri dilahir melihat dunia fana tok
Apa tujuan nya. Dunia makin berubah. *everybody's change*
aku mengeluh.
Apakah kita memang bersendirian?
Atau aku nok rasa sebegitu?

Dalam hati masih tersimpan peti luka yang suatu dahulu menyelubungi diri.
Peti itu khas apabila menyimpan&memendam segala rasa.
Ditelan&Dikunyah ke dalam peti tersebut.
Apalah kudrat ku ingin melepasnya keluar dari sanubari.
huhhh.

Hati yang lara tak mampu ditanggung beban nya.
Aku hanya ingin memiliki hati yang mempunyai pelangi&indah seperti segugus bintang yang turut menyinar malam.
Aku ingin memiliki hidup yang sederhana. hmmm. Dengan dia yang tersayang.
Apakah dia juga merasa ini..
Ntah. Tak siapa yang tahu.
Aku pun tak menahu.

ohhh nooooooo!xD

The BUBBLE will burst.
The BUBBLE will burst.

busan

Apala hidup ku tok. membosankan. huhh. rutin harian;g skulah,blit skulah mandik then tdo,bngn tdo bkmas g tsyen,blit tsyen tdo.

ngan owg nya skali busan. makin bodo. bkarat otak. dehh. i need new environment.

plz. bleh ku berhijrah g tmpt len?

Okehhh. tok muka normal. aite2. Doin great now. haha. Steady2.

ohhh. ya muka manaz tek. im gonna eat&bite eat&bite u.

Twilight Saga. House Of Night Series.

Twilight? Im sure everyone have been reading this book. It started from book 1;Twilight. book 2;New Moon book 3;Eclipse book 4;Breaking Dawn. I give 5/10 rate. Ive read all this 4 books. Interesting. For those vampyre book fan out there,this book exactly u can read. Short story. This vampyre name is Edward Cullen. He and his adopted family have live for more than 100 years. Their skin are pale and cold. Come this another girl name Bella Swan who come to Phoenix and stay with his father. And Bella fall in love with a vampyre. Can u really imagine falling in love with a vampyre? I would :) The author of this 4 book Twilight Saga is Stephanie Meyer. She is an ambitious writer indeed. Besides,she have creative ideas in forming those character with its own personality. She creates an interesting storyline. It bring readers imagine in their own heads with feeling curious,excitement and thrilled.Since this book have been popular sold all over the country,there's a director decided to bring the story from book to movie. Not exactly like the story in the book,but it tells the short story from the book. Im sure everyone exciting and cant wait to watch the movie. Altho the poster looks boring,better think twice before u know what the story about. *Dont judge book by its cover* Im not suprised people would wanna watch this movie more than once. Its a good movie tho.

Ok. There's another popular vampyre book. It called 'House Of Night Series'. Book 1;Marked, book 2;Betrayed, book 3;Chosen, book 4;Hunted, book 5;Untamed, book 6;Tempted. So far,ive been reading book 1,2 and 3. I guess after this im gnna buy the fourth book. Quite interesting and addictive book to read. Im tempted to read the fourth book! Mummy,i want to read that book n i have to get it! Ok. this book is about this 16 years old girl name Zoey Redbird were choosen by night n been marked. She sent to House Of Night school special for those been marked and were kept there for 4 years until they were fully changing to adult vampyre. Before they enter the school,they must understand n obeyed the 10 rules compulsory. For beginner,they were called fledgling. The thing so cool about is,every person who were marked,have tattoo crescent and tattoo at their body. Zoey's roomate is Stevie Rae. I wish a director offered to make this movie :)

confuse.

uryhh. ya. well. feeling miserable n guilty? ohh. ok. fine val. dnt be stupid. its enuf. u've got to end it now. or else. u lose em.

ShooT.

Boom! Boom! hmmmm.
One more day and holiday OFF.
Guess what?
I havent done my folio yet. SHIT.
Yeahh. Then i look desperate texting my friend either they done their folio so that i can COPY.
LOL. luckily izwan save my day. He called me and we both talked,disccused and anything can be done to complete the folio.
Sejarah? Geo? well..mm.. iz said content folio geo more thicker and more complicated than sejarah. Omg.
And we're like have to pass those two folio by next week. NEXT WEEK~ yea.. u get it val?
Oh hell. I'll get my butt stuck on the chair doing those two folio. I've done the intro only.
But wait. I still got folio pjk. Sigh.
And this two week holiday. What am i doing all that time?
I thought of planning goin to iz house to get the folio complete with the charts drawings etc.
From the folio conversation,suddenly we talked of something else.
About him.
He really screw his life in such a mess with only by the victory at the court that happen last two years.
By a flick of a single finger,he get the rights and everything.
Money,modified cars,appearance change,living life improved,& a companion.
By money,he could sucked those girls around him and obeyed his command.
But man..sorry.
I dont get fall in those things easily. Im not that kind of girl where u can dump or played simply.

*I have someone that wants my love,commitment and honestly. Not judge by appearance*
Faryz. I love you (:

new shirt.

wow. yupp. well.. ummm. i just bought this shirt few hours ago. this shirt is so fucked up!:D it is indeed.
Got it at REMIX store. Cool. Prices? mmm. just RM29.90. luckily i have broken change tp paid. THANX MUM ! aha. but ask anther ringgit from sist. hoho. i mean.. did u xtualy dare to wear this shirt at the public? can the people accept it? or they have another perception in their mind like 'this gurl realy rude'.


stupid.lol

BABY or GROWN UP?

Biak kecik. knk cdak suka main ohh? PLAY is fun. EAT is fun. SLEEP is fun. Kajian menunjukkan biak kcik cpt membesar. hmmm. pnah tpkir dpt anak dikpun?haha. oww. gne jaga anak lak oww?mampu ka jaga nya lak? BABY BOY or BABY GIRL ? who knows? god will =) Why kids like junk food? mostly thet take snacks,candy,soft drink, any food which is sweet too. Tp walau apa2 pun,cdaknya cute hohh. pp pun tembam chubby. hehe. n jwak.. knk biak kecik manjak oww? :) kita tok nok dah besar pun gik mok mintak dimanjak oleh parents or gerek. uhu. tetapi.... ada stengah teenager xdpt tgalkan zaman keciknya n masih tbawa2 sifat manjak n sikap kebudakan dlm diri dikpun. tang ta pelu ingat lah jwak usia mematangkan fkiran kita,cara kita mbawa diri,cara bertutur,cara bpakaian jwak. kita nang pkir positif dgn cara kita. tapi pa kata owg di sekeliling? so,kita dah mbesar jd teenagers pkir2 la hohh =)

Laki tok PHOTOGRAPHER.

Oww yeah. laki tok nang beri aku inspirasi terlibat dlm photography. aku maseh ingat time mekdua first kenal kat fs. aku nya nya gne mok edit picture coz nya da tubuhkan club an rakan2 nya. namanya ART TRAGEDY. n i discovered club tok bleh tahan popular ar jwak. ok. oleh krna nya photographer,nya pun memiliki hp sony ericson K810i. hp ya pun pa kurangnya mok ambil pic ku nga. da white balance,effects n some others choices nok kdk dlm camera ya. pendek kata ada ciri2 camera lah tek. sejak aku mengenali laki tok, nya pun apa kurangnya jwak. hahah =) nya bnyk beri ku tunjuk ajar dan inspirasi sak tlibat dlm bidang photography tok. nsib xlokek ilmu ow. huhu. bagus lah ya nak. smtms nya an member ARTCLICK g photoshoot. sungguh hebat ;) phewitt. haha. li-hai liaw. ngekk. ok.. nya mdh pirst,kita pelu open minded n buka mata di sekeliling kita. dgn ya,persekitaran dpat bewik kita inspirasi mok mulakan penggambaran tok. kakya pelu pndy seimbangkan alam hijau tok. aku nang taksub dgn ilmu yg tlah diberik ya oleh laki ya. laki tok nang awesome la. huhu. slain ya,laki tok jwak pun pnday edit picture pke adobe photoshop an photoscape. mun mok molah bju dikpun,gus swoh nya design n then terhasil lah jwak bju kita. ataupun mok bwat pa2 jak logo. laki tok torg ptut dicari. nang salute lah an denk tok uii ! upa nya nang simple n rugged jak. xmcm2 =)


mok tauk denk tok sapa? nya ialah mohd F^^^^Z.

musik ini melodi ku.

Kau pandai bermain alat musik tak? errr. kau tanya aku kan.. mmm. kau pulak,pandai tak? engkau ni,aku tanya kau,yang kau tanya aku balik apahal? ohh,yaka. mmm. entahlah. paloi jwak.


Music? hmm. wat can i say. ermm. to me,music is the only thing i could relate myself the way i am and the things happen around me. music connects me to the underground,new people,new vision. i love music. im learning.. ah well,not exactly learn to play piano or guitar. just get to know chords and play some song. i couldnt sing while playing guitar. Need big confident on myself to be able to that. the hardest is playing piano because u have to learn the basic which is reading the notes. it takes 3 or 4 years i guess to learn from basic til the end to play piano well. and thats why they encourage child taking the piano lesson when they still small.

Pa benda ku merepak tok oww. haha. tapi honestly,ku nang suka music la. nya nang dpt express feeling ku. yeah. feel ko tek? ngan music tok jwak ku dpt smeone nok ku dpt connect bena. =))))))

uit. lmk lu menulis coretanku ctok. hari2 nok ku dah lalui tok nang boring la jwak. belum gik hari nok akan dtg nak. knk mcm2 jak bencana alam blaku oww. mok ***mat WORLD tok. yupp. bena ya. dah gik kat miwie ctok lmk lu xujan. pa knk cuaca tok. kpanasan jak. mak mdh bgus lah panas,kering suma bju. =D

vally said* no mummy. its too hot u know. even when i walked under the sun my scalp head BURN ! wow.
mummy said* the weather is very good. u can our clothes dry.
vally said* but mummy,altho i hang shirt n been under the sun for 10minute,i could get my skin changed color.
mummy said* normal thing happen. dont worry gurl.
vally said* but mummy..
mummy said* not but,or i kick ur butt(hahah. kddin) =D shit la.

Dumb ass.

hell yeahh. random faces? huhh. yupp. got nothing to do.
*come on. my exams coming out soon. better get my ass on the chair n study.
stop those stup*d nonsense.

new.

mmm. ok. helo peeps! sory.. new blog. the blog i had before.. well,um.. i forget the password coz i didnt log in for long time. haha. okeyhh. what to do. gotta make new one to express my thoughts or any updates.